I miss my best friend

Today was good, I love good days. except that I've now realised me and my best friend barely talk anymore, what even is that? we've been best friends for like 10 years, and we're not even that close now. But, i'm not really close to anyone anymore, so probably shouldn't be worrying about it as much as I am.
But, yeah, had this supply teacher for 2 lessons, and he's such a cutie, he's like this old man who doesn't really care if we do any work or not, and I was talking to him, and aw, omg, bless. I want him to become my second grandad!

'You'll never walk alone'

Been such a horrible day, my Great nan's been in hospital for a while now, and today was just.. Eurgh, horrible! Things will hopefully get better now, as they have an idea what was causing everything. If anything happened to her, I don't know what i'd do,
love you, nan! Xxxxx

Clean, young, mess

There really is no point me writing this as I have no followers.. is that's even what you'd call them? But, oh well. I've been so down today, and it annoyed me. In pe, everyone was having a laugh and joining in with the lesson, and I just wanted to cry. I wanted to run out, and just cry. I don't know what's wrong with me at the moment, but i'm pushing everyone away and I hate it.
I don't trust anyone, not even my best friend anymore. I just worry they'll judge me if they knew what was really going on, and I know no one would understand. so, for now, I know i'll be fine.

Keep it all to myself.

Hai guys.

This is my first blog, and i'm not too sure what to write...
well, I'm 15, and live somewhere i'd rather not, with people who i'd rather not live with.
but, other than that, my life's fairly normal, I have great friends, and an amazing best friend I don't know what I'd do without them! Like everyone, my life has high and low moments, sometimes extremely low... but I try not to think about that.

Please enjoy my incredibly normal blog, seeyaaaaaa.