Best friends forev

When we were younger we said we'd be best friends forever, I remember thinking we'd still be friends when we were old. lol, so naive, I never even thought we wouldn't even be friends at 16. What the fuck happened? We never talk anymore, ever. I don't care how selfish and jealous i'm going to sound, but I blame him. Why did you have to get a boyfriend and just leave me on my own? Ever since you two got together it hasn't been the same, and I don't ever want it to be how it was again, because you made your choice, so you can stick with it, when he goes to university and you're all on your own again, you can just fuck off, so fuck you, I hate you, I HATE YOU