Feels like you loved him more than he loved you, and you wish you nevermet

It's been an awful day, awful, awful, awful, awful, yeah.. Quite bad.
I just can't get over him. No matter how much I try, I think it's probably impossible. I sound like some fucking soppy twat and I hate it, I don't get attached to people, but I did. Now there's a 99.999999% chance he's in love with her, and, every time I see them together I just want to cry, yeah, loving life
Sorry, my blog's so whiny!

But, anyway. going to make my blog less about shit things now, and more about like, amazing things!
so, erm... yeah. Going to see Nero on Sunday, and then You me at six/mayday parade/KIGH a week on Saturday! SO EXCITED! Also, I've lost 2 pounds, hahahahaha, such an achievement. And my nan's getting better, so yes, life is actually good!