Yep im a mess

What is my life? I was in art at lunch, just waiting to use the printer and then Jared comes and stands in the que behind me, I thought I was going to cry. We made like awkward eye contact and did a sort of half smile, but after everything we went through and we were friends for what seemed like forever and all I get is a half smile? Fgs, I was so worried I was going to cry, just stood there, printing and crying, luckily I kept it together and then went to the toilet and casually thought about how shit my life is now. My whole life just revolves around exams and how much I miss Jared, FUCK SAKE, h8 my lyfe