Today's been horrible, school was pointless, feeling fat and i'm 1838373% sure people look at me and think 'she's put on weight'
Can I leave everything now, or?
I just NEED to lose weight by next week or I probably won't fit in my bridesmaids dress and that will be the most embarrassing moment of my life, especially because Becca used to be bulimic/anorexic and she has this idea that i'm bulimic/depressed, ARE YOU OK?! Just because I cried in front of her once which was under the influence of alcohol, she now thinks that she knows me, because I cried?! once?! Omg, it annoys me when she gives me these motivational life speeches, fuck off already
Love ya Bex x