PIGSTER

'touching a teddy bear can make a person feel less lonely' -This is probably why I can't sleep without piggy. My fave guy! Haha

Braceface

Just had a bit of a 'gathering' at Jords because we've all finished our exams now! There wassss, me, Abs, Sophie, Hannah, Hannah, Alexa, Meg, Andessa and Jordan obviously... It was such a good night, everyone got a bit tipsy, like a good drunkenness, except Hannah Cramp who ended up smashing her phone at the end of the night, so funny!
Hannah Gibson did my fucking head in, normally she is a bitch but not to me, but tonight, omg. Sophie said that her leggings were baggy thanks to hannah, and I just said, oh, did she wear them? Not thinking really about what I said, and Hannah made this massive thing about it, like joking but still being a bitch then for the rest of the night! Everyone sort of picked up on her bitchyness, and tbh, no one really likes her, so we all sort of made her feel like she makes us feel, the pathetic twat. Omg, she really pissed me off tonight!
But overall, yeah, it was a good night, love my girlies

Mood swings make me crazy

I hate mood swings, omg they ruin my life, slight exag, but they are most annoying.
It's only if i'm like 'on' though, but still, 1 week every month isn't something which I look forward too. In the day, especially the morning i'm so happy, even though i'm on my own like all day, it's when it gets to like 7/8 I get really like sad, and have like an evaluation of my life, and it's so depressing it makes me cryyy.
I'm fine tonight, last night I was a mess, couldn't stop thinking about everything, should get better as the week progresses, yay

No more exams. I'm so, so happy. It feels weird, I got home from school and watched TV, I can't remember the last time I did that?! It felt wrong, like I felt bad for doing it, because it seemed like I should be revising.
I'm sure i'll get used to it, mwaha, i'm so happy, waaaaaaah

DEGU

I'm persuading my parents to let me get a Degu, well only my mum because my dad really has no say in anything. I have a rabbit, and as much as I love her, i've had her for like 8/9 years now and I swear she has no idea who I am, and that her name's Cuddles! When I go see her, she'll come and give me a kiss, and then just hops away, I feel so used.
Well, Degu's are sort of like bigger gerbils, and I had gerbils (although they ran away), and i've been researching them and the internet says they have a memory and know their owner! Also it says they're not scared of everything (like gerbils/hamsters) and are curious,s so, yep, i'd quite like a Degu plz

Really, really now?

You have got to be joking me.
This girl at my school is preg, fair enough, her choice. (Her life's probably over, no education=shit job=no funding for your kid, lol) Aaaanyway, this girl was just BEGGING it for a fag on facebook, are you fucking kidding me?! Do you know what damage that could do to your baby? How are people so fucking stupid.
It annoys me so, so much. Absolute twat. First, for getting pregnant with some twenty-something guy who already has 1, possibly 2 kids, and secondly, for giving that child an even shitter life by smoking whilst you're pregnant with it.
Omg some people have no sense, none at all. How are you going to be able to raise a child, if you can't even look after yourself? Cunt.

Soon babes

Even though I had two exams, todays been quite good really! The exams went well, and I was just with Soph all day which was nice because we got a well needed catch up! I don't know really, it was just a nice, chilled day. I think seeing everyone from school was nice, it made me not miss everyone for a bit. Xoxo

BREAN2012 (i've already published this, but it said it didn't upload)

This week has been amazing, I can't even say how good of a time i've had! Me, Abi and Katie have become inseparable, they are such cuties! I'm going to miss EVERYONE who went, omg cry. I won't see Ruth, Donna and Melissa until Jons wedding, and none of the kids until the 25th August:(! I also managed to develop an extreme 'crush' on Donna's husband... Awks. I mean, idk, I just find him really attractive like him appearance slightly, his personality a lot, he also has this like sex addiction! Well, not an actual addiction, obviously, I just think he likes sex, shit, he's perfect<3

Kill me now

Shit, fuckkkk. I'm going to fail history, no question, shit
I'm probably going to fail all my exams and become a crack whore anyway

So so so tired

Last night was amazing! We always go on holiday with like my mums side of the family, and then 3 other families which we're close with, especially my auntie, that's how we know them. But yeah, there's normally like 45 of us that end up going on holiday, and it's such a good week! We're going again tomorrow, but only my family, my aunties family and then 3 other families, there's like 17 kids all together, but they're all like proper kids kids, beside me and Dan, they go from like aged 4-13, but they're all LOVELY.
Last night one of the families had a party so we all went, but only me and Dan from this fam, I wasn't like steaming, but I was pretty wasted, but not drunk enough to not remember my antics, I remember pretty much everything! When i'm drunk I go from being fairly quiet, just like myself, to being in like so confident, and I guess that's what alcohol does to people, but I start wondering around as well, like in the street, wherever really, and then when I venture back to the party people are like 'WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?' I should probably stop doing that...
Next week i'll probably be drunk most nights, but i'm revising in the day for my exams, and if i'm going to feel as shit as I do now, i'm going to get no revision done, so I need to pace myself!