Michael Scofield is still alive OK? :'(

I really get too attached to TV programs, omg i'm so sad right now.
Why did he have to die? He was so, so perfect. More perfect than anybody

Fucking cjskkdkxkd

OMG. I really, really hate abortions and I really, really hate teenage pregnancy. There's a clear way to avoid both of these things: CONTRACEPTION OR ABSTINENCE. C'mon, it's not that hard people
Unless of course you want to have a child at a young age and probably being unable to provide for that child, or if you enjoy taking the lives of unborn babies.
This rant has come about, because this girl I used to know/be quite close with, I found at today has apparently been pregnant 8 times. FUCKING 8 TIMES. And, has had an abortion 7 times?!?! Are you being serious? She's now decided to keep this baby she's supposedly pregnant with at the moment.
To be fair though, she probably lied about being pregnant on all of the previous occasions anyway.
I HATE HER SO MUCH WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS OMG.

Cunt.

Can you feel it

I was in the sun all day, and now i'm all burnt/tanned. I did put suncream on, but like sort of under/front of my arms are burnt. And my stomach!:(
OMG, I've took my hip bar out. It makes me sad looking down and not seeing it, it was my most recent one, and it was growing out. I was going to leave it to completely grow out, just to see how painful it would be, but I caught it, and now me and Aby are going away I want it to sort of healed for then! It's gonna' scar though, fuck sake, I hate scars dkofldusp

Silly girly

This blog makes me realise how irrational I am, like 99% of the time. I think I like jared, and that my life's over because he probably hates me, when really, I shouldn't/don't care what he does nowadays.
I constantly worry me and Aby worry fall out, when we never, ever will.

I'm so silly, tehe x

Lay it down easy

Please just go listen to spiritualised-Lay it down slow, it's such a beautiful song. But, it makes me feel sad because it's on the last ever section of Prison break when it reveals Michael's died. The saddest moment. Ever. Every time I hear it I cry, bless. GO LISTEN.

if you got dreams in your heart
why don't you share them with me?
and if dreams don't come true
i'll make sure that you're nightmares
are through

if you got pain in your heart
why don't you share it with me?
and we'll just wait and see
if it's half what it used to be

and lay it down slow
lay it down free
lay it down easy
but lay it on me

if you've got love in your heart
why don't you keep it with mine?
I can't promise a miracle
but i'll always be trying

and lay it down slow
lay it down free
lay it down easy
but lay it on me

lay it down easy
but lay it on me

BULLRING BITCHES

Today, me and mum went Birmingham for like a massive shopping session, and it was great and I got loads of things for school next year, and general summer bits. I got a new bag, but it's like massive, well, compared to my other one anyway because it has to fit folders and shit in, and a denim jacket/shirt and some shoes from Topshop, and then another top from Urban outfitters, and some mew vans, some schooly stuff, and then some KRISPY KREME DOUGHNUTS mmm, yum.
When I went to try some clothes on in urban outfitters there were these really skinny pretty girls, and they were genuinely perfect, they were petite and one blonde, and one brunette, and they had like long, wavy hair, and they were so perfect I wanted to commit. So jealous, anyway.

I h8 lyfe

I'm such a paranoid shit fucking paranoid shit person. Fuck.
Aby invited me to go abroad with her, her mum and her mums boyf, and that happens to be the exact week we go to Blackpool for that shitty fucking wedding which really has ruined my summer. Well, i'm a shitty bridesmaid which obviously means I can't go and I'm really sad, because I need sun in my life. Blaaaah. ALSO. Aby will probably invite someone else to go and then i'll lose my bestie matey, which is what i'm worrying about. Ah fucker.
Even though it's not Abys fault i'm still really annoyed and feel all shit about the whole situation. I'm just probably going to lose my best friend and then what is life? DIE

And if we could float away, fly up to the surface and just start again

I worry too much over things, today was a perfect example. I was so worried about not fitting in my bridesmaid dress, and it fit. Yep, it was even a bit too big! So yeah, woo! I'm happy.
Hannah's was also a really good night, aw love the girls😘

Xoxo

Off to Han's 'gathering', quite looking forward to it actually! Hannah G isn't going which makes it even better!
Love my girlies, CYA.

TUESDAY IS KOOSDAY BITCHES

Really, really nervous for this dress fitting on Sunday. Becca's auntie, aka the dressmaker, will probably be like 'sorry, this girl is too fat for this dress. Please chose a skinnier bridesmaid' and then i'll just go cry in a corner.
If I stick to a good diet, and exercise regularly I should hopefully be able to lose 3 pounds for Sunday.
It's possible, ok?

ALTON TOWERS

Today, me and Aby went to Alton Towers. It was amazing.
I've only been a couple of times and the last time I went was about 5 years ago, and I love roller coasters so much, I was just over excited. And it was just amazing! Such a good day too, funniest day in a long while!
There was mostly school trips there, so it wasn't very busy and we got on ALL the rides! Every time we ended up queuing for a ride, we'd end up chatting to the group in front/behind of us, so we met a load of cute people.
Aw, such a good day!

Today's been horrible, school was pointless, feeling fat and i'm 1838373% sure people look at me and think 'she's put on weight'
Can I leave everything now, or?
I just NEED to lose weight by next week or I probably won't fit in my bridesmaids dress and that will be the most embarrassing moment of my life, especially because Becca used to be bulimic/anorexic and she has this idea that i'm bulimic/depressed, ARE YOU OK?! Just because I cried in front of her once which was under the influence of alcohol, she now thinks that she knows me, because I cried?! once?! Omg, it annoys me when she gives me these motivational life speeches, fuck off already
Love ya Bex x

Tomorrow everyone's going back to college for sixth form inductions, i'm so nervous! I'm just over thinking everything, like, where my classes will be, who'll be in my classes, what if I don't know anyone?! What am I go to wear, what if I can't handle the lessons and fail my entire life. Omg, not looking forward to it at all. I don't want to be late to my lessons, but I don't want to be the first there because then you won't get to see who you could potentially sit with.
I always get nervous, and shit, I hate this. Hcmslalxoodsla